Self-Discovery & Personal Growth
Yeah, it's okay to do, you.
This isn’t your grandma’s self-help. These workbooks and courses are for people who are done pretending they’re “fine” and ready to stare their excuses in the face. If you’re tired of your own shit and want to actually change, start here. No fluff. No fake positivity. Just the hard questions you’ve been avoiding.
who the f*ck is you?
WHO THE FUCK IS YOU? A GUIDE TO SEEING: THE REFLECTION
This isn’t a workbook. It’s an opportunity to go deep into what is likely causing you to feel a bit "off" in life and preventing you from living and loving the life that you really want to experience
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You’ve spent your life looking in the mirror and seeing a reflection shaped by everyone but you—parents, lovers, bosses, a culture that profits off your self-doubt.
You’ve been called broken, unlovable, too much, not enough. And somewhere along the way, you started to believe it.
Who the Fuck Is You? isn’t here to comfort you. It’s here to confront the you that you know now.
No long-ass affirmations. No "spiritual" bypassing. No empty promises. Just the raw, unfiltered work of facing the lies you’ve accepted as truth and finally asking the question that changes everything:
Who the fuck am I?
This is for people who are done pretending that all is well, that everything is "okay"—done performing the roles they’ve been handed, done carrying the weight of words that were never theirs to begin with. It’s for those ready to strip away the layers of shame, judgment, and inherited narratives to see themselves, maybe for the first time, without distortion.
Inside these pages, you’ll find:
- Exercises that demand absolute honesty, not just answers.
- Space to rage, to grieve, to question—and to reclaim what’s yours.
- A process, not a quick fix—because real change requires more than awareness. It requires action.
This isn’t easy.
But if you’re here, you already know that. The question is: Are you ready to do the work?
For those who are. Everyone else can close this page now.
The love you're after
The Love You’re After is not about finding “the one” or performing your way into being chosen—it’s a raw, self-guided journey into the truth beneath how you’ve been loving, and how you’ve been taught to settle for crumbs.
This isn’t another “love yourself first” pep talk—it’s a mirror for the lies you’ve been swallowing about what love requires from you. Through real-world definitions, grounded exercises, and unfiltered reflections, it confronts the patterns, illusions, and bullshit rules that keep love just out of reach.
By the end, you’ll know exactly:
- What you’ve been tolerating (and why),
- The “love” you’ve been mistaking for loyalty to your own fear,
- How to stop auditioning for relationships and start choosing them.
Because another year of the same cycles isn’t a life—it’s a slow surrender. For those who are done waiting to be picked.
Sample provided at payhip—no more hiding from the truth.
the list you've been avoiding
The List You’ve Been Avoiding isn’t about journaling your feelings or collecting another set of affirmations you’ll ignore. It’s a raw, unfiltered excavation of the self you’ve been too afraid to claim—the one buried under should-haves, inherited shame, and the stories you’ve let others write for you.
This isn’t self-help. It’s self-confrontation. Through lived truth, grounded exercises, and the kind of honesty that makes you want to look away, you’ll finally:
- Name the patterns you’ve been repeating (and why),
- Burn the illusions that keep you small,
- Write a story that’s yours—not your parents’, not society’s, not your past’s.
Because the life you’re tolerating? That’s not a life. It’s a slow betrayal of who you could be.
For those who are done pretending they don’t know what needs to change.
Sample inside—no more hiding.
GENESIS: The Truth You’ve Been Too Scared to Face
This isn’t another “uncover your limiting beliefs” workbook. It’s a reckoning.
You’ve spent years—maybe a lifetime—chasing fixes, walking on hot coals (literally or metaphorically), and still ending up drunk, broken, or wondering if any of this “self-help” shit even works. That’s because most of it is bullshit. It’s designed to keep you on the hamster wheel, paying for the next promise, the next retreat, the next empty “transformation.”
Genesis is what happens when you stop pretending and finally ask:
- Who the hell am I, really?
- How much of my life have I outsourced to other people’s rules?
- What if the only thing standing between me and the life I want… is the story I’ve been telling myself?
This workbook isn’t about affirmations, manifesting, or “reprogramming your subconscious.” It’s about confronting the truth: You are the only person who’s been there for every moment of your life. No one else lived it. No one else can rewrite it. And no one else is responsible for what happens next.
Through brutal exercises, unflinching reflections, and the kind of honesty that’ll make you want to slam the book shut, you’ll:
- Name the lies you’ve been calling “self-concept” (spoiler: most of them aren’t even yours).
- Burn the scripts you’ve been following—about worth, love, and what you “deserve.”
- Start writing your own damn story, from the ground up.
Because here’s the real talk: If you can’t love yourself, you can’t love anyone else. If you don’t know yourself, you’ll keep letting other people define you. And if you’re not willing to do the work, nothing changes.
This is for those who are done waiting for permission to live as themselves. No fluff. No gurus. No “easy fixes.” Just you, a pen, and the truth you’ve been avoiding.
Sample inside—no more hiding.
YOUR PERSONAL STORY: THE FULL VERSION
Genesis was the spark. This is the fire.
You’ve named the lies. You’ve questioned the scripts. Now it’s time to address the old stories with a well-deserved confidence and knowledge that it's your time to build something that actually belongs to you on your terms.
This isn’t a workbook. It’s an emotional journey with every version of yourself you’ve ever abandoned, every truth you’ve ingested and held inside to keep the peace, and every “should” that’s kept you small. Where Genesis helped you see the cracks in your foundation, The Full Version hands you the inner guides—and the blueprints to rebuild.
Here’s what you’re really signing up for:
- The deep dive into the patterns you’ve spent a lifetime repeating (and why you’re likely still clinging to them).
- The hard questions no one else will ask you: What are you actually willing to walk away from? What are you finally ready to claim?
- The tools to really feel your way through your self-concept, not as a one-time exercise, but as a daily practice of personal relationship.
This is for those who finished Genesis and thought, “Okay… now what?”—or those who know they’re ready to skip the warm-up and go straight to the work.
Because self-awareness without action is just another form of hiding.
Sample inside. No spectators allowed.